Resutls

Without being too graphic I thought I should post the results of my procedure.  My doctor found exactly what he thought he would and fixed it!  That is really good news because he said a lot of times they suspect one thing and find something worse.  He also said that we would never have gotten pregnant without having the procedure. 

So, now we have a new beginning in a way.  A fresh start.  A renewed hope.  I am struggling with knowing how to be hopeful without being unrealistic.  I guess that has been a struggle from the beginning.  Now it is different though. What I was afraid of, became a reality but now it has probably been fixed.  So in a way, I feel my fear was legitimate and confirmed.  However, I know that fear is not of the Lord so I must trust his plan in the midst of mine going all wrong.   Now to wait and see what else He has in store.  More of that W word.  ;)