Sunday, April 24, 2011
Side Note
As I read my "Results" post, it is more evident how much this hurts. Every month my hope diminishes little by little. I don't want to sound like "Debbie Downer", but I do want to be honest. I'm so tired of trying to have a good attitude. To be optimistic. I know that the Lord sees the big picture and that He has a plan for us. I am just not good at hoping for something to change when I become more convinced that it won't with every passing cycle. Is this lack of faith? How do I grieve while trusting Him? How can I hope with I am so sad?
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Becca- Thanks for the comment on my blog. We love the Lathams. Would love to talk to you about your journey if you are interested my email is mattrach518@gmail.com.
ReplyDeleteAlso I know that we do not know eachother but early in my journey to my son (4 kids ago) I felt like the Lord gave me a scripture Romans 12:12 "Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction and, faithful in prayer"
Someone else said to me during this time of physical ache for my forever son. That maybe the longing and the waiting are all part of his best. I know none of this makes it better. I will be praying for you.
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