My husband is so wonderful. Jerrad is the one that points me to the Lord when I am being stubborn and fearful. This month has been harder for me because the medications that the doc prescribed for the past three months, have not worked. We are now trying a combination of medications to see if it will fix the problem. It is hard for me to believe that this will work, when nothing has worked so far. That is the pessimist in me. My dear husband is an optimist. When I have my negative and hopeless outlook on our situation, he speaks Truth and steers our marriage back toward the Lord. Even when I feel like the worst wife he could have chosen, he makes it clear that I am not thinking clearly :) ...thankfully.
I pray that those that are married continually turn toward the Lord and allow Him to lead their marriages. I pray that those that aren't married, have given themselves to His will and will see His plan lived out in front of their eyes. None of this is possible without a constant turning from our nature to rebel, put our trust in worldly things (medication for me), and fear. There are many more things working against us, but these are the things that I'm dealing with most for now. And for me, it is not possible for me to follow Jesus daily right now without people speaking Truth and reminding me of His will. I pray you have someone that is a spiritual leader for you.
Thank you Lord for always taking me back and thank you Jerrad for leading me to the Lord over and over again.
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