I'm turning over a new leaf, again... :) This month/cycle I am going to be more optimistic than I have ever been....IN MY LIFE. I am a "realist" and have honestly never truly believed that I would get pregnant. It has been a fear of mine since I can remember. So now that it seems my fear is becoming reality, it is extremely hard to believe that my fear is irrational. But this month I have decided to try to set my fear aside and change my mind about how I view my situation. I have started running in the mornings and that is helping with my stress level. Also, for the past year and 3 months my spiritual life has been completely focused on TTC (trying to conceive). As Scott Gray said, "I need to stop focusing on what the Lord isn't doing in my life, and focus on what He IS doing."
So here is to a new side of a new leaf. New physical, mental, and spiritual health. Please pray for me as I walk this path. I have never been so challenged in my life. This season seems never ending. However, my hope is not in a baby, but in the Lord. He will sustain me.
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